self pitty..

Is that even how it is spelled??? have I mentioned how bad I suck at spelling? :) okay...so i have a lot of feelings about not being good enough or i could be a better mom, wife, and friend. I get down on life because i think...what it would be like if i could only....or if I could have.... The things in my life silly compared to others problems. I look at others strength and i think....how could i go through that. but yet i do not appreciate how good i have it. yes it may be hard and stressful with all the finances and having three young kids. My life has been so blessed that i tend to look through a cloudy glass. no...i don't want any sympathy but...i do struggle. i guess that is why i need to pray more often read my scriptures more often. i guess that is why the lord warns me to look for the influence of satan in my life....self pitty is not good for anyone. on a happier note....you ask how could i not be happy ALL day long i have these cuties to look at!

isaac and annalee ridin mater...yes he has a head band on!!:)